100 days of Possibilities
Jun 27th, 2009 by andria
I created a game. The game is to not give up on possibilities for 100 days, no matter how futile it all seems. This is day 2…. I believe I almost gave up yesterday until Andrew reminded me of my commitment. What do I mean by giving up? I mean not giving into self hate, sucked into the past meaning anything about my future. Being open to the whispers of the universe, there is forever something to be said about all that can not be seen. Really getting that all I have is a sliver of life’s tasty pie, one perspective out of infinity. Why? When you’re sucked in to dwelling on past experience there is no room for brilliance and creation to flourish. So 100 days with positive outlook and effort without any evidence anything will ever be any different.
I have much debt i acquired last year which was only compounded by my move to Oregon in November. I’ve bee avoiding the phone calls like the plague because #1: I don’t have a job so no money and # 2 I’m so embarrassed of my failure to create success here in Eugene. Yesterday I called to get help with all of my debt… as oppose to avoiding it for the umpteenth time.
To be continued….
