So its been interesting to keep coming back to possibility… but incredibly helpful:). Cause’ let me tell you… I’ve wanted to give up on love peace and inspiration and give in to resignation and cynicism-permanently!!
Soooo I’ve had this LONG standing story that “I’m a horrible communicator”. The truth is… that’s just not true:) I was talking to on of my coaches and he told me the Landmark definition of “being powerful”: being straight with your communication and taking what you get. And I got it!!! Often in my intimate relationships(more so than any other relationships), there is a definite pattern, when it comes down to sharing myself or taking a stand for what i believe, I “loose my voice”. I stammer, back pedal, turn mute, get frustrated, it looks like what one might call…”no back bone”. So what I got….is that very rarely am i actually STRAIGHT with my communication. I’m consistently trying to get, in this case, Andrew, to see my side, to understand, to agree with me… which is very much the opposite of straight. It’s actually manipulative…ew how ugly is that. but i’m glad i see it cause now i can act accordingly:)
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